Meletop...

Semalam aku tak dapat nak control perasan aku...Meletup bagai nak gila sampai sanggup ambik tindakan drastik nak berhenti kerja. Kalau la p.m aku amik pakai apa yg aku cakap semalam, sure aku dah mampos hari ni...Aku sendiri pelik dgn diri aku, tak pernah rasa tertekan sampai macam ni sekali...aku harap benda bodoh macam ni takkan berlaku lagi pada diri aku....kalau tak sia-sia usaha aku selama 9 tahun. Ptg ni jam 4 boss aku nak tahu keputusan muktamat aku. Aku rasa aku dah ok....Moga2 semua boleh pulih....aku kena kuatkan iman...

Lima...

Alhamdulillah, hari kelima aku dah ok sikit...at least tak seteruk semalam, sini time keje lama sket start 8.45am sampai 6.30pm...so nak kena biasakan bangun pagi, perjalanan dari guest house tempat aku tinggal ke tempat client amik masa 45 min. Kena keluar dalam kul 7.50 atau selewat2nya 8.00...takpe...setiap cabaran pasti ada hasilnya nanti.

Hari keempat aku kat S'pore. First day masuk kat project yg kena assign lepas semalam bertungkus-lumus cuba reject project ni, tapi akhirnya terpaksa jugak kena terima. Moral of the story, sebelum keluar negara make sure dapat offer letter dulu. Company besar pun boleh menipu. Terpaksa tulis bahasa melayu sebab tanak bagi org sini paham apa yg aku tulis...stress gila, aku sesorang je org m'sia...rasa sunyi....family jauh, nak semayang punyer la susah, tepi tangga...mujur haz ajar guna botol mineral nak amik wuduk...rindu kat family, wife ngan anak2 mmg rindu gilos kat aku...sabar...habih ni balik malaysia, proceed dgn plan lain...sini aku nak kutip ilmu n naikkan value.

Lagi satu yg hampeh, customer guna thin client utk development, jgn harap la boleh update gambar kat blog ni....sireh betul...

Buka Puasa "Lumayan"...

Tungkin Ayam
Kuih Tanpa Nama
Murtabak
Nasik Ayam
Syedapnyee aye dagung
Boringnyee
Blur soton
Sebelum ni hari2 aku dok buka puasa dgn karipap sardin buatan wife aku. Terlalu sedap sampai aku tak sedar dah 20 hari lebih aku berbuka dgn karipap sardin. Aku tension beli karipap sardin kat luar sebab inti dia bukan sardin tapi angin. Tapi hari ni wife aku dah boring nak buat sardin, aku pun terpaksa la akur, gi pasar ramadan dan beli la beberapa kuih. Air saja 3 jenis (lepas geram nampak) cendol, jagung dgn abc rock (jgn tanya, aku pun tak tahu kat mana yg rock dia). Bab makanan 4 btg tungking ayam (kegemaran diaorang 3 beranak), murtabak dagin 2, nasik ayam dgn kuih yg aku tak ingat nama dgn bubur pulut hitam. Memang kembung perut lepas tu. Rindu aku tak pekena karipap hari ni.

On bench...

It’s been 3 months I’ve been sitting idle in office doing nothing. First few weeks it’s like the most enjoyable moment in my entire career life. Never before someone paid me for sitting idle and smiling in front of my monitor. But now, after 3 freakin months I get bored. No coding at all. The only good thing here is that I manage to understand the people, culture and politics around the office. No wonder we all been ignored when we were on client site. I'm not sure whether I should stick to my current plan, executing Plan A or Plan B. Which one is the best and safer?

Penangan sambal belacan...

Sahur tadi makan nasi, sambal udang dgn sambal belacan....mmg kow-kow punyer makan. Wife aku dah tegur jgn amik byk sangat sambal belacan tu. Dgn riak aku cakap no hal punyer...
Sampai sekarang perut tgh dok memulas lagi....siut betul.

The Amazing Spiderman 1 & 2...

I love my kids (Nabilah and Haziq), both of them really makes my life colourful even though sometimes they makes me lost my brain (time angin degil diaorang datang). I can't imagine how's my life going to be without them. Love their hair style. They inherit it from their mom. Unfortunately I was not that lucky since my genetic doesn't allow me to have that kind of hair style...Pity me :D

First step...

I've heard a lot of people talked about blogging and used terms such as blogosphere etc. Honestly I don’t know what the hell blogging is all about. Until last year, I’ve met a friend and he’s a serious and fulltime blogger. He always managed to update his blog even though there’s a project dateline coming (both of us worked as a programmer, but he’s totally in a different league, more advanced). Thanks to him, now I know where I can express myself.